Messed up

2008-01-17T08:23:00.000+08:00

15/01/08 Tuesday.
I love this day >.< hahah but whatever happened on this day is shhh! top secret. :D haha so yeah don't cry. Lets just say... me and her are finally together. and i'm loving it :)
16/01/08
Today was class as usual but it was so boring. like to the max o.o oh well the only good thing was that i had basketball match today, so i left class at 12 :D hahah shuang. Sadly we lost the match against Jurong 76-29 when we started chasing back the score, they suddenly scored so much making the gap larger, we lost confidence already. After that, went back to school for training then i went to kranji to get my transfer appilcation form. (:
17/01/08
Which is like NOW. i'm in school computer lab. :D hahah i hope today isn't that boring. Anyway i've updated! so don't bug me already xD

WHEEEEEEE

2007-11-10T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hello I am hijacking this dead blog of Joel's. I'm talking to Joel now! How cool is that right. I feel Joel should blog more often. Hey lets all kill Joel, shall we?

I shall remain anonymous.

This came out of Joel's own ego mouth, "Joel is hot!" He told me to put that down. "Intelligent. Let's put all the standard ones down, kind, caring, courageous, patient, handsome, hahahaha!" Joel's own egoistic mouth.

Joel is a strange person, isn't he? (:

Joel is an amusing person to talk to (:

2007-10-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

HA! Its been a long long time since i blogged. Found nothing of interest to blog about. I don't understand how some people can blog like everyday? Well anyway i didn't go to school today and i assure you its a bad idea =.=" except the part where i got to sleep more, it was worst than going to school. So from here we learn that we should pon the last day of school. :/ wonder what school was like today. Wasted the day away actually. Computer games, watched some anime, lunch, basketball then dinner then i can't remember what i did. Home is boring, someone lend me something to play with! Or i may just die of excessive computer use o.o

I've been thinking about some stuff lately. What makes a guy want to give everything for a girl that doesn't appreciate what you are doing for her. It doesn't make sense really. Honestly, when i watch Jarrold doing ways and means to let Jolene know he cares i feel damned pissed that what he is doing is futile. He waited for her after class and she purposely delayed then after that she walks off without a word. i was like "what the?" And Jarrold was just left standing there. I accompanied him during lunch. He said he was going home and he said he wanted to take 190.. just so he could see Jolene and make sure she was safe. I was like "after what she did, you are still so concerned over her" i wanted to whack some sense into him but i guess he really loved Jo and there was nothing i could do to change his mind :/ I've seen him and Jo go through so much problems already and i really just hope this time things will be fine for both of them... especially Jarrold. What is this thing called Love? Its so indescribable. kinda makes me wonder what is perfect love. Anyway i guess i'd better go sleep i got service tomorrow then i may be going to watch YewTeeKnights basketball match :D(in case you don't understand, its just a basketball team)
Goodnight!

2007-08-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hey people! hahah its been ages since i've blogged la. I even forgot my
password and stuff so i just re-did it. Today damn stupid la. I think my
mentality getting younger as the days pass. I got caught in science class today
for you know what? Playing with the tap! Not once but TWICE! Can you believe it?
14 year old caught playing with tap in science class. It could be the heading of
world news man... Today i saw my turtle twins, so i remembered the momma turtle!
( the one that 2/6 bought for me and also the one that everyone took turns
hugging!) It got lost! Took me awhile to find it! Anyway they make a cute family
man. 1 is so huge the other 2 so mini :D. like i said... i'm getting immature
more and more each day -.-" Today was also one of the most unlucky days. Woke up
late so i rushed, my mp3 slipped dropped on the floor then couldn't on anymore.
byebye birthday present :( Oh today i talked to a banana.right... (: lol which
in a way kinda cheered me up. Cos its retarded too. hahah okay okay.. its a she.
Anyway she was not feeling too good also but all i was doing was ranting about
my momma turtle going missing but she was nice and let me rant all i want( eh!
i'm praising you leh.) Haha... she was so blur today that she talked about
someone to that person. if you get what i mean la. Oh well. Nothing much
happened i guess. And i'm glad my tagboard amuses people. hahah like Jessie,
Gina and Meemee. happy spamming then. byebye :D

2007-06-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

Hey buddies. I know you all are angry at zhengkai because of the bbq thing which he didn't go. And i also know that its not the first time. But if you guys are really angry with him bangseh-ing you all then get angry at me too cos i also didn't wake up after i fell asleep this afternoon. I don't know what you guys are thinking while reading this but i'm not trying to act cool and be some nice guy. I admit that i didn't like zhengkai too and i know we have many things against him but i know how painful it is to get backstabbed, you guys definitely know it too. Anything against him, tell him. Likewise anything against me, tell me. I'll change. Shucks, i don't want to get into another fight with you guys. I don't really know what i'm trying to say but lets just calm down okay? We've been buddies for almost 2 years in secondary school, lets be more understanding can? Tell me what you think and are we celebrating Joselin's birthday?

2007-06-10T11:41:00.000+08:00

Joel David Cheang Rong-Hui finally updated this extremely dead blog hahah. Well i don't really know what to post about but anyway the holidays have been so boring. Its so boring that i'd rather go to school and do homework. Well also been training for the coming basketball competition! I'm stressing myself out ): Anyway thanks everybody for tagging me to come back to God don't worry i'll see all of you in camp right? (: i'm fine, don't worry about me I am still the same i guess. Right now i feel very 'ugh' i dunno how to explain but yeah. Just extremely bored.

Yesterday, well i slept half the day away hahah just didn't feel like waking up after playing baskeball the whole day on Friday. My muscles need to rest i guess. hahah even stamina tank needs a rest eh Jack? (:
Many things happened this week, we had a video call over the net with dad, well that was one event which made me kinda moody, cos i reached home late, got scolded a bit then dad came online and talked to the family. I realised how much i miss him haiz why did this have to happen. Anyway he is still the same person from the last time i met him ^^ thats a good thing. Well that night luckily Alfreda called (: and kinda cheered me up abit. Thanks!
Don't really know what else to post about but yeah. bye bye! AND if you read this post i wonder what you are doing at a dead blog hahah.

2007-03-12T00:10:00.000+08:00

As i was looking through other people's blogs and stuff as you people call blog surfing. I wondered to myself how people stay close to God and how much i long for a close relationship with Him. It may seem like leaders are supposed to be close to God but for me that isn' the case i guess. I find it so hard to do my Quiet Time recently, is sin taking control already? I find myself losing faith as i'm stuck in a place where i'm being influenced in a negative way. darn!

Today was a normal day i guess. Met Shaun and Harvin for shepherding today. Then played basketball at Southview with Jiahui's caregroup. Keith Sathya Dinesh and Zk came along later and we crapped abit here and there. After that played a match with 4 other people. We could have won if not for a few factors which weren't helping the situation haha. Well kinda boring a day. And little Jonathan bought Beyblades! hahah haven't seen those for a long long time. Anyway i'm gonna rest now i guess. Goodnight.

2007-03-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

wow been donkey years since i last blogged. This blog has been kinda dead since then huh? hahah... very dead i guess. Well, its finally the March holidays! a good 1 week rest =D Many things have happened this week which gave me mixed feelings throughout the week =/ haiz

firstly on Wednesday after sports day, we watched a movie at cck cinema if i'm not wrong we watched "lady iron chef' the show quite okay i guess. wouldn't recommend it. hahah well i kinda invited michelle and jennifer to come along but i never knew if i asked a girl along i had to pay for their movie?! hahah but nevermind la they're quite close friends so its okay to give them a treat? hahah yay! i got a silver for 800m boys but so sian i lose to Eugene like 9 seconds! like how big gap la!

worst thing was on Thursday after assembly and after my detention i went to Lot 1 to look for Jarrold and friends and we watched another movie because it was Jiaxian's birthday and we watched 'Just follow law' it was a good show =) very singaporean. hahah i think singaporeans who watch it will surely be able to understand the show full well. It was a comedy which i think we all can minister with hahah.

Friday, typical last day of the week everyone looking forward to the end of school and CCA after school but i don't think they're looking forward to that. Today 'jiao4 lian4' was not feeling well so we did our own training. i brought the lower sec for a run and i realised that the team has poor stamina hahah omg. after that i played a few matches and went home already.

Saturday, usually the day i look forward to the most cos church service is really so fun hahah. I was early for Ushering today. And thanks Gordan for bringing the jacket i needed it for dresscode. The first time i did lift duty it was quite fun =) very different from glass door duty. And how sad la the poly students are moving on to tertiary on 24th March. the following week will be their last service and last ushering duty. hahah... David talked to us about the past of FNWB which was WA3. Man! i really miss those days of Sathya Yongle Keith David and Vincent. it was never boring to meet up with them and fellowship. A year has passed since then and i guess its time to move on. To a new group, a new beginning i guess. a Genesis as they say hahah whatever thats coming, i'll look forward to it. okay i don't really have much happening this week but anyway i'm gonna go sleep already. Enjoy your holidays people! Watch out for Metamorphosis!

2006-12-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Monday 4th December 2006
Many times god, i don't understand how you do things and why things have to happen. I know its for our own good but God, sometimes its so painful but yet there are happy times even sense of archievements. But God you have taught me to trust in you. And God i know i can trust in you through thisall the things you have showed me that God you are so faithful but God thing i really couldn't take it... i didn't show it out but god i need your peace its something which was so sudden, so unexpected that i exploded. God! Show me your plans God... why? Please make it turn out good >.<
-You are mighty to save God.
Trusting in your plans.

2006-11-15T17:55:00.000+08:00

Wednesday 15th November 2006

I am finally back from camp. It was a misunderstanding. hahah. Mr abdul told us it was a disciplinery camp but in the end it was just a camp with agenda like teamwork, you know etc. The camp was great and it was run by christians which they affiremed me for leading my team during the last day. I learnt much about leadership and taking the initiative to lead then somehow people will follow? guess so. there were NJC volunteers there to help out and get CIP points which was part of their cca and stuff. Great facilitators. The 2/6 Mark fell down and scrapped his knee XD then he keep calling one of the NJC students which was from st. john's hahah then after that the bandage would fallof very quickly lol they rebandaged the wound around 5 times. what a waste of material. And my team was called Salted Fish! Consisting of me, zhengkai, jeydee, jianxiong, mark and victor XD And we got 1st place! hahahoh yeah best thing was that the bunks were air-conditioned!! Once i walked in i knew it wasn't a discipline camp >.< hahah! Accomodation was too good to make you suffer >.< i like the campsite hahah the instructors there are also very nice like miss jessica, angie?, miss mary! hahah my 'biao jie' haha and choon yap! hahah funny ppl. wow another experience this year interesting life man hahah!

2006-10-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

Tuesday 24th October 2006
Today was a day that again my hopes were up to see the AES guys down for the sub-district event with far-northwest. so i went down to cck early to evax with Alexis and Sathya but he didn't turn up. I was alone because Alexis was with Joy inside Lot 1 doing survey. I was outside... i asked God for courage and i went to do it. yeah. i don't know whats up but there were no guys today.i felt it quite wasted, wondering if it was me that slacked. but anyway aes guys didn't come in the end. depressed... but nvm i thank God that Eugene came =) long time since he joined us. We made our way to Harbourfront for the event. And sian diao we took the longer ride. we reached there late but we were not the latest hahah! We played games at the field, which were very fun hahah good game masters. most sian one was the last one, shut up. hahah shan't mention it you all should know what happened. Then we had our dinner - steamboat hahah which was super shiok la! Dewen's unit was there also and we all ate like mad hahah! super nice la. And i learnt to cook =D Zhengkai also good cook hehe. but best is still David la. hahaha he future house husband. Later we went to VIVOcity for shepherding. Did stupid things on the mrt since it was empty at marina bay. after shepherding we just played around at the water thingsy upstairs. hahah i tell you. VIVO is HUGE hahaha but it was quite fun. =) anyway thanks David for giving us money to go home ahaha to avoid scolding he lent us money to take cab =)
- I love my cck team!

2006-10-22T18:06:00.000+08:00

Saturday 21st October 2006
Today as usual was service day. Was looking forward to it as Kelvin decided to come down. I was kinda late so i chiong down to cck to find my people. Only Zhengkai was there. Junkai had his guitar lesson and Kelvin in the end had not come. So i made my way down for believers gathering trying to stay happy though i was kinda disappointed. Believers gathering was good and service was good too. Though during altar call i felt kinda jealous or depressed dunno what i was feeling a mixed feeling was happy that cck girls had a convert was kinda sad that my group wasn't doing well. God i fail to understand your plans again and again. And weiwei came today. She left right after service though. Ate lunch then went for MOS - Multipy our sheep. Cool meeting. Was kinda moody later. I was really exhausted just felt like stoning hahah... but in the end i went to plaza singapura with Yongle Sherman Alvin Sathya Kaien and Gordon. We had SUBWAY and thank God for Alvin and Sherman hahah... for blessing me since my money was to go to topping up the ez-link card. So yeah... thank God :) hahah... faithfulness. So we slacked awhile at dhoby ghaut and ended up leaving at 10+ then got scolded by mum. Sis then got into a bad mood. sian. Reached home hahah... dota abit then just watch some cartoons with mum and brother. hahah some dumb show which turned out quite nice.

But Jesus i know you won't fail me. So i am believing for growth. 16 by end december it will come to past!

2006-10-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

hahah. today very interesting day. Very happening hahah. today was supposed to wake up at 6 ended up waking up at 7 hahah... none the less i still made it to school on time. Today got all the post exam activities but since basketball CCA can't go for extra activities we stayed back in school for some telematches which turned out to be quite fun. hahaha i realised my class is super unsporty but nvm we still had fun! I ran the 3 legged race with Nafiis hahah then at the end must nlow balloon until it burst. We do cheat hahah we blow abit then use our hards to burst but we didn't get caught? but we weren't the first la my class was quite slow. hahah but nvm everyone was quite crazy later. Recess was after that, then was some performances amazingly today we ended school at 1. hahahah so made some last minute plans and went to fajar play soccer in the end. Me, Jarrold, Zhengkai, Kienkiat, Jeydee, Jack, Joslin and Jolene. hahah Jolene and Joselin were unexpected. They didn't play also in the end. hahahah Cause they didn't play soccer. Then played some bball not bad today quite on form so quite zhun hahahaha! then later receieved a call from David Hoe. Turns out i had shepherding today and i had forgotten about it. Worst thing was my EZ- Link Card have no more money. So i had to walk to Bukit Panjang and this was not my area i was like so lost. hahah then i came to this junction i dunno which side to go. then i anyhow whack. then the holy spirit prompted me to go the other way hahah so i decided to follow la then halfway there i asked a passers-by the way to go then yes! i was on the right track. Holy Spirit rawks hahah! but sadly it was too late for shepherding and David cancelled it hahah poor sathya didn't get shepherded too. Sorry Sathya my fault. yeah then i went home do abit of planning. and yeah thats about it. ~ 1 row for service ~ It can be done, must be done, will be done!

2006-10-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

hahah. finally i can post again. hehe internet is up and running again. stupid interenet get yourself spoilt. yeah so anyway i wanna revive my blog. anyway want me to link them or anything just tag ba hehe.

hahah so anyway i am so unto this goal of 16 by end december its because this goal is so possible And i pray hard that my team is in this. I finally caught the conviction and value that 100% shepherding is essential so now i die die also must meet sheep. hahah... tiring tho but nvm it benefits. =) hahah school is getting more and more boring as the days pass but nvm la its ending soon too. i think tmr there are funny funny events lined up so i hope they aren't a waste of time heh... anyway feedback me on anything k? =)

hi

2006-09-13T01:27:00.000+08:00

wahahah... the FFX Japanese theme song. dont really like it tho. but since =/ its a FFX blog so i put something to go with it. hahah... anyway hannah is still mugging and i guess i better sleep. good night people =) anyway the song ain't that bad i guess.

2006-09-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

Gosh i feel very bad suddenly. hahah... after i saw a verse in the bible - John 6:37. =) take a look. it helped me much. Hahah basically its about accepting people i guess. I feel damn bad because i used to shun people who were so called " Geek / nerds " or whatever. =/ but i realised, isn't it good to follow attire rules? Rather than breaking it everyday like i do. hahah... i mean whats up with calling someone a nerd just because he or she tucks in their shirt rather than folding? Or even because the socks are high? Stupid judgement like "that ain't cool." But then in the end what is cool? Sometimes i really don't understand human thoughts. its weird. its all about themselves and their images. hahah... cant say that i am not like that. But at least =) accept people for who they are. Anyway they might be cleverer that you anyways. As they know the right way. hahah... So people... =) dont shun nerds or geeks or whatsoever. Its a dumb thing to do. i guess? hahah... Joel learnt his lesson =/ bleagh anyway today kinda sucked. due to the mass scoldings i received today. 1st thing in the morning my socks get caught, then next i was caught playing around the corridors. Then i was caught for disturbing teachers. All by our sec 1 LC. ARGH! dam sian >.< hahah... why must i be so playful TODAY. sian 1/2. So after school stayed with Zhengkai awhile to keep him company till he finished his D&T make up work. then i went for prayer meet after buying a drink from Lot 1. hahah i was early today. not bad! PM was great atmosphere was good. and i hope everyone was refreshed. And " You are my choice" so cool man the teaching! Yeah then i went home. Haiz then remembered my mum was in HK hahah was on a business trip i think? something like that. she will be back on Thursday but too bad i got camp on Thursday so can only see her on Friday night lolz. How sad uh? Gonna miss you mum =) And gosh i think i got very nice school shoes hahah its super torned everywhere. I need new shoes! hahah... okay guess thats all for today. nothing interesting tho. bye bye =)

2006-09-10T17:44:00.000+08:00

Gosh holidays really zoom past i guess... okay la not gonna blog about today cos there is nothing to blog about hahah... gonna blog about yesterday.
9th September. Saturday
today service was good atmosphere was super high la hahah. but sad thing was the group had no visitors again. Good thing was Sathya's brother accepted christ, how cool, cos he knew about the objections at home but he still chose to. Amazed. Today was 1st week of combined service ba, so renewed and refreshed after today. then after service we went for lunch at S11 something new i guess or maybe starhub was just too full. Anyway hahah realised s11 wasn't that bad haha. Then we went back to starhub for DMM or shpeherd's meeting. Everyone was mugging la. I quite admire people who can mug like mad. People like David Hoe hahah their concentration is crazy. Sherman taught DMM. Good job =) he did well i guess. After meeting ate dinner with Sherman and Yongle came with Jolene and Weikoon to study POA. hahah. Yongle the POA God sia. everyone ask him for help in POA how cool. I was super bored so i went to Raiders! to look for Keith Gordon and Alvin. We together with Sathya walked to PS to see the "half breed" hahah its an inside joke.We went to the PS 7-11. Yeah then we bought Gulp yeah. So i wanted to take a taste of it then i took a sip. then the halfbreed say "no refill ah!" then i just topped up the remaining space in the gulp. I DIDNT REFILL! i havn't even filled it to the brim yet thats why i added more. then i went to pay, the halfbreed say $2.20! it was the $1.60 gulp. then i sian diao i say i only take one sip you expect me to pay 60 cent extra. forget it. then we left. then the manager came after us say, go back and pay for the gulp. then we quarrel la =/ we explained then he say you took a sip already now who going to buy it then he threathen say wanna call police. then Keith say its no big deal what just call. then i dont wanna get into trouble la then i took the money back. Then i say 1.60 take it or leave it cos we got no more money to pay you. then the halfbreed say next time cannot refill then started quarreling then wadever la. Keith come in then just say we pay already THANK YOU VERY MUCH. then we left hahah... waoh not bad so much commotion over 60 cents. after that we just sat outside douby ghaut talking crap and making fun hahah... alot of crap la. We went to PC bunk to look for the central ppl and my sis. yeah then David Hoe come then we talk awhile then do alot stupid stuff la then go home liow. On the Mrt alot ppl diao us sia hahah... we too noisy liow. reached home at around 11 but its okay la thank God my mum kinda extended our curfew by abit LOL. yeah... quite cool la today.
And thanks for the drink Sherms hahah.

2006-09-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

Another normal day i guess. Today shepherded Junkai in the morning. hahah. it was good. At least we communicate better now. Then he went for tuition then i met Jarrold they all at Lot 1 but they went to play Xbox again so i kept Zhengkai company as he was in uniform LOL yeah. So we walked around saw a few friends. hahah then saw Laura and Yiying again they were doing project. yeah then didnt do much just talked awhile then i went home. Well started chionging homework but it didnt work as i fell asleep on the table instead. Then after sleeping ahile my chair rolled back, obviously it had wheels la then it moved back so i fell on the ground, waking up. hahah had a stupid dream too. cant really remember but it was about school and homework. so in the end i moved to the bed to sleep. When i woke up it was dinner time liow =.='hahah... so i blogged loh. Oh yeah my mum bought a new 3G phone how cool la. hahah! haiz my mum phone is forever better than mine la. lolz and i found chords to 'thank you' in the cupboard how cool la. hahah and the song is super nice!

Thank you, for giving to the Lord
I am a life that was changed
Thank you, for giving to the Lord
I am so glad you gave

2006-09-07T19:38:00.000+08:00

Today was great. hahah... went for a bball event at Sembawang. Greatest thing was my two best buddies came down. Jarrold & Kienkiat, hahah... we lost in like every bball match cos we were super high all talking crap and stuff, but its okay we had fun. Then shepherding was cancelled because we were too tired to listen, so David cancelled it. So the 3 of us took Mrt back to CCK and we were looking for someone house to go to. In the end all don't want us to go... hahah. Bang seh us =/ so bo pian we just slack around waiting for something to do. Then we saw 1 girl very cute hahah, then turns out Jarrold and Kienkiat know her. So they were like 'we go ask her phone number.' damn funny la then we follow her disturb disturb, then in the end she got no handphone. Then they sian diao... then got nothing to do =/ so we went to play Xbox not bad la we played Fifa 06 i kena thrashed the most cos i dunno how play hahah. but they say not bad for first time k! see i got potential hahah! Yalor then go home la... yeah. so here i am. my dad was kinda angry that i spent too much i guess. And also quite disappointed when i wasn't studying so guess i better go study le. cya! =) wahahah i am trying to be consistent. hahah...

2006-09-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

hahah... its been awhile since i posted. well i shall blog bout yesterday. well. it is holidays but still got school and yeah, so i woke up early and went to school. Stupidest thing was i took MRT to the wrong side. hahah! was supposed to go CCK, but i went up to Kranji instead. bleagh must've been to tired i guess. yeah then took the LRT, and something stupid happened again. They were announcing that we cannot get on the LRT, i think i didnt hear and i walked in =.=" hahah, the officer came in to pull me out. And people out there were laughing. Yeah, go ahead laugh laugh laugh hehe =)then yeah, went to keat hong then played bball with Zhengkai , Kienkiat and Jarrold. Yeah lost a match dam sian uh? everyone was joking around. then lose like how malu. haha then yeah went for remedial. hahah. not bad got unexpected ppl pon lessons. How cool la, my class is getting bad. woots! after school went with Jarrold Zhengkai an Kienkiat to Lot 1 haha, as usual then saw Laura and friends? hahah. yeah alot of Kranji people. Too bad for Jarrold Felicia wasn't there hahah! then i halfway chionged to PM. Pm was good =) very refreshing. hahah which ended early. Then after that i go home loh =/ what else? then i went out again to meet David Sathya Sherman and Walter. surprising i was super early! everyone was late wahahah! then we went to Sherms for a short worship and the song was nice. ~ In Christ Alone ~ hahah... then had a short teaching on how to WARN ( WON ) people. hahah. Quite cool. okay this was the best part. we went for dinner hahah and we had zi char the food was cheap? at $5 per plate lolz. super nice la! we all were dam hungry and every dish that came out was finished in less than 5 minutes. Best thing was rice was free flow =) apparantly the place was going to close down thats why got promotion. Oh well as usual we made a fool of ourselves :) talking crap and making noise. hahah. this family of mine may not be perfect, but it is still my favourite. Lov them lots! =) FNW 5 Dmm =) never be replaced! anyway i revived my blog! hahah.

2006-07-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

Something interesting happened last night. Well, my dad bought supper home and well as usual we'd eat supper at the living room. So, i sat down at the table and ate. My dad could not find a seat so he sat on the floor. Anyway, i knew my dad had back problems so i asked if he wanted to sit and he said it was okay. Then, after awhile he asked me " Why you suddenly treat me so nicely?" i was like HUH? i was very shocked la. Then he was like what did i do? hahah... very amusing. My mum was like maybe he mature already. =/ hahah. that would be nice. usually in chinese families dad and son dont usually talk. very glad for my relationship with my dad to improve hahah. Thank God.

Sometimes i dont understand why the best of friends can become the worst of enemies. For example my classmates ( guys ) fight over stuff, small stuff and they end up fighting. Is it attitude problems? hahah... or is it natural? My classmate said i had quite a good attitude rather than my good friends. Well, is it i have patience? hahah oh well shall go ponder over stuff. Cya. Anyway i hated dentention. Bleagh. Boring day in school.

Everlasting, your glory goes beyond all things~

2006-07-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

Oh God let us be a generation that seeks your face.
Just random lyrics hahah.

God sometimes i feel so helpless. Everytime there are problems with sheep or new believers i would go to David. Like i got no credibility is it wrong to feel this way? - Please tag =) or tell me face to face.

=/ Haiz i really wish to know you more God. My Jesus. Please grow me God!hahah, again i ask for strength. Keep strengthening me day by day God, really stressing more and more each day. More and more obstacles in my way. The marathon has just started. I want to last to the end God dont ever let me fall away.

2006-07-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

You asked if i would cry if you left God. hahah... i didnt. You might think i dont care for you. but seriously you matter to me. You matter to God. Dont leave, He loves you. Does God really mean so little to you? That you let your friend decide your spiritual life. What kind of attitude is that. Anyway, please wake up, life with God goes beyond eternity. Life with God IS life to the fullest. Make the right choice.

Ah! Closets is coming! So anxious, yet, so excited! hahah. Anyway I can only trust in God. Jesus please take the wheel.

2006-06-21T02:01:00.000+08:00

Thinking about my group this few days. And a sudden burden was rising up and here is wad i wan to say! Its the last week of June lets see 7 cmon! we have talked abt this long enough. let our discontentment rise up into empowerment lets see explosive growth in cck, WE are in this TOGETHER cmon we are men of God lets claim our birthright and rise up to be leaders because it is God's will that men will lead! And i just suddenly thought wad was lacking and it suddenly came to my mind - passion!My Fire for God had went out but i prayed and worshipped God and my passion was renewed tonight. is yours? if not, go! pray or sing or worship wadever! just rekindle that fire because it is the Fire which empowers us! ~ consuming fire, fan into flame a passion for your name ~ never lose the passion which drives us!

Then i also thought... what is Faith? It was a secure belief in our God and trusting and accepting His will. I asked myself, am i like that? honestly no, i sometimes do not believe in God's strength but this i have to change cos only with faith God will work because God is a God which gives when u have faith and when we eagerly desire and ask sincerely there is no way God will keep anything from us, ~ Ask and you will be given seek and u will find knock and the door will be open unto you ~ and i say this with conviction, God is a faithful God! God will never shortchange you in fact God muliplies! So Lets pray for a child like faith and continue trusting in our faithful Lord! Cos the Lord is capable of all things. ~ praying for a miracle ~

2006-06-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

hahah.. so irritated!!!! i wrote a dam long post and the com disconnected. okay anyway here it goes again. i had a late caregroup today cos i meet my ppl at 10 in the morning but they didnt tell me then they last minute disappear they deserve scolding man. so i was late for Word for life then i started calling them to meet them at 7.30 instead i called walter he tell me he cant go out so i ask him try his best do everything to make his mum let him out. he did la housework homework etc. So anyway his mum let him down but he didnt tell me he assume i knew. so anyway i went to cck then he suddenly sms me " Joel i at bukit panjang plaza already" then i was like WHAT? i had changed venue so others can come but he cannot go to Lot 1 so everything messed up. i was so freaked by wad was going on. Anyway i went to meet Junkai and Jeremy. Junkai kept disrupting me teaching i was super irritated but well i controlled. then in the end i cannot take it le i asked him ' You serious about serving God? ' then he said 'sorry i dont have the answer' i felt like whacking him he really make me ARGH. he was supposed to be the most mature one. haiz. Nvm i will pray for him must have faith. anyway i went to buy a shrooms burger meal and made my way home. On the bus it was totally packed with people and i noticed that they were squeezing to get out of the bus as if there were something to get free outside it was literally Squeezing everyone in way. Then i asked God why will people be more excited to go home then to know you? then i wondered if i put up a ETERNAL lIFE FOR FREE store would people come? Man! it is God we are talking about.and also would people chiong like that for a contact? Hope we have the passion & compassion for God and His people. anyway i got off the bus and went up to 20th floor( i stay on 21st floor ) i went to the inbetween the steps. i ate dinner there well i personally prefer eating dinner alone i will speak to God personally. as i was eating i noticed a very broken bike still kept by a person. the bike had a broken seat, chains out of place and tires were punctured then it just came unto me that we are like that broken bike - hopeless cos we cant stop sinning but God still keeps us because we are God's beloved. i Tell u God is amazing. ~ You are the way the truth and the light ~ God leads my life!

2006-06-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

hey ppl who read my blog. tell u all bout my testimony in camp. basically it started like this... we had a fellowship slot in the camp so we went to play bball i got all wet. then i started have sore throat and soon fever came. but i didnt notice till i was in teaching. i was shivering like crazy. a jacket didnt help much. until prayer the medics brought me out they prayed they took my temp 38.1 wasnt that bad but a few minutes later it was 38.5 the temperature was rising very fast. i was shivering until i started tearing hahah. i received so many prayers and i didnt know who was praying weird hahah. Luke,Kaien and Ben whye cared alot for me. they tried to calm me down and so on. soon it was so bad they brought me to the hospital. in the car i was still shivering. but once i walked into the hospital they took my temperature 37.6 i was so amazed. and they were like HUH? high fever? hahah it was dam funny. so anyway i was brought to fever faculity and they did many many checks i felt so exposed hahah! well i went to pay and i found out it was $70!!!! woah i was dam shocked but Ben very generous he paid for us i was super touched. then we went to get the medicine. very funny i got 100++ pills and they made us pay $0.20 hahh.. then we gave her $2 then she was like. you got smaller??? it was dam funny. daniel liauw drove me back to camp site apparantly he had secretly left the stage to drive me. back at camp i was so touched by all the brothers they asked how i felt and was very touched that they were praying for me and that some even cried. wow amazing love of God shown thru His ppl again. i love my ppl so so much =)well my sister's CG prayed for me too even ppl i dont know prayed for me i tell u it was amazing as the next day when i woke up fever was gone energy was back (partially)i could even play games & do ushering. some ppl were totally shocked as i didnt sleep the whole night hahahah! anyway it was last night of camp. well and on saturday morning i shared my testimony.hope u ppl could see the power and love of God!

2006-05-26T09:53:00.000+08:00

hahah... in school right now. last day of school so teach let us use com. oh well guess i'd blog since i aint childish enough to play games and my com is too lagg to listen music hahah. so here i am. well... been pondering over many things firstly i was thinking if we would hit 7? i dont think so. but must have faith and God will give. i really wanna see 7 CCK guys but my guys are not getting it to them. caught walter breaking fast today. well will that cause failre? Be right with God and everything will be well done. hey guys keep up the good work! well today got back my class position i got 33/38 haiz. being salt and light not easy.hahah. well walter got 34. Ah! God i really wan! i even do my quiet time extra waiting for you to talk to me. listening quietly for your wisdom.i have been trying my best to make friends made 2 new friends WILL invite them to church. will u soften their hearts God. praying hard~

2006-05-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

wish i could just disappear one day and all troubles are gone. poof... into thin air. i dont want to see you as i only hurt you. i want to hide from all these until everything dies down. i want to hide my face when i see u glance - embarassed of the hurt i caused. hate myself fo my stupidity and my willfulness. i wont make the wrong move again. its impossible to restart as the past cannot be forgotten and remembering it causes pain. so just take another path and things will be fine...

2006-05-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

heya. long time never blog. well this is gonna be my first non christian tag i guess. now i always find myself staring into space wwith nothing on my head. and have been getting moody these days.wonder wads wrong. is it exam stress? haiz. oh well geography is tmr. my dad threathened me. wonder wads gonna happen when i dont do well. will i drop to NA? its possible... got a warning before. Walter got the warning too. study hard walter. find my spiritual life so dry. wads wrong with my life. is it school? is it exams? is it church? is it my sheep? haiz....!!!! oh well... i want to voice out my frustration but theres no where to go. anyway hope u all do well for your exam paper later. its 12.30 already haha.

2006-04-16T19:08:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Just back from Study thingy... woah so so tired. didnt get a good sleep during the stay over at west coast. Man Jeremy & Junkai are holy spirit baptised. praise the Lord. Jeremy took a little longer was so so happy when he finally received. Hit 4 for Easter service was kinda sad Jason didnt come at the last minute. But i cant blame him. I gotta trust in Gods plan theres nothing i could say. Hmmm wanna welcome Walter to the CG~ !!! One of my sheep Shaun has rededicated his life to God. ISNT THAT GREAT?? woah... come to think of it God has been blessing me with oppurtunities to serve. Tho i might have 4 sheep... I know theres a way because God wont give us tasks we cant handle. Just gotta plan my time. wow CCK has been non - stop shooting with converts weekly. Man everyone noticed a change in Eugene my ex sheep. Wow i was surprised when i heard that he started doing quiet- time and his homework without anyone pushing. Got affirmed. But i dun think the praise should come to me. U all should praise Eugene rather. I was only helping motivate him. heard he was sad to leave me. Dont want to leave you too sheep. Anyway whoever takes care of eugene after me, take care of him well hes a great sheep. Thank God for everything and your faithfulness for blessing my group.

overwhelmed.

2006-04-13T19:56:00.000+08:00

Man i Sure do love my Caregroup. WA3 all the way! today i didnt go to school kinda got a muscle pull during basketball training. walking was hard. so i didnt go CG as well... what really overwhelmed me was the love which came from my loving little caregroup... even from my new sheeps... Junkai and Jeremy. They came down - David , Vincent , Keith , Haixin , Jeremy and Junkai. With u know wad. A bottle of medication + bread from delifrance. The bread was cold but when i ate it - Love and Sincerity made the bread taste like heaven.hahah i dunno how to explain but something like that. The heat of the medication didnt matter anymore.The Love that came from this little caregroup was simply overwhelming simply impossible to get from mere friends. The meaning of CAREgroup could be seen so clearly in that simple thing they did. This was supposed to be the last CG together Keith & vincent & Haixin were leaving. Anyway i just wanna say - Cherish your caregroups as it is the only group of people that give true care and true love. Anyway Gotta go! ~ Love outshined the coldness of the bread~

2006-04-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

Haiz today was my last days with Eugene and Vincent we went lan gaming. after that suddenly realised how much i will miss them. Wonder if they will miss me too eh. Realised how much Eugene means to me too. Haiz but i cant think of all these things because i still have 3 sheeps... Junkai, Jeremy and Shaun its my job to connect them. my job to build them strong so they can pass it on. wonder how caregroup will be without Keith and Vincent and Haixing. But nvm i still must support David hoe any way i can because he should be under lotsa stress... nvm i will follow Gods plan! wonder wad else God has in store. yesterday i got another convert, praise the Lord another addition to our family... 3 guys in cck!

2006-04-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

wa i tell u all ah. i forgot to bring my poem 2 days in a row.miss nora was like JOEL AGAIN. haiz bo pian i too tired le. then they today i forget to bring AGAIN woah then she like on fire. but thanks to my fluent english i got another chance lolz. she ask me go home get then give her. woah i tell u ah i was oh okay! then it dawned on me. I HAD ASSEMBLY THEN REMEMDIAL THEN I HAD CG!!! wa i dunno how to explain how panicky i was okay. lunch time i call keith. then he say ok i late for cg nvm. woah then after assembly mr wong come and say " there will be no rememdial today for those POORER in maths due to some cases " woah POORER leh! i got 9/10 for a math test and i was labelled - POORER. man! anyway i chionged home. halfway it started pouring and i tell u. u could die of flood sia. the rain styled my hair lolz. woah i went into the bus i nearly froze to death. i shivered. >.< all for a dumb poem. anyway i reached back school at 4 i was drenched from head to toe. the people were staring at me sia... anyway u must be thinking wads in the poem rite. oaky la i tell you all
goes like this :
hey teens why do you smoke?
it wont make you a cool bloke
your conscience will never be clear
and you will lose all near and dear

heed my advice dont start smoking
and dont even think about drinking
you will only waste your cash
so i tell you do not be rash

choose a better alternative
which will make you more attractive
hey dude, a sport like basketball
will make you healthy tanned and tall

wahahah interesting eh? got help from my mummy >.< anyway nothing much to say. but hope to see u ppl knowing God one day. ~ love ya'll ~

2006-04-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

First time i posting 2 in one day... woah my sheep junkai is super enthu muahaha. he cant wait for the next shepherding. now thats wad i call hunger for Gods Word. oh yeah i bought him a notebook for $4. I dun mind spending as long as u take care of it sheep. I love you God for placing these ppl into my lives. everyone brightens up my day. ~ Gods perfect Plan ~

2006-04-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

wahahah i was right. i lost my captain post for bball become vice captain. oh well... hahah nvm had great fun at pm that day. well great! West breaks goal hehe... woah saturday reached home at 1+ so got grounded XD Keith stayed over hahah played guitar till like 3+ then we go sleep. haiz. then on sunday afternoon go EC cut hair. some ppl say like gay some say very nice. o well =/ exams are nearing... wonder if i will ever change moi thinking. haiz... study hard la joel. but dun think thats possible... man theres CCA tmr... i sian diao... haiz hope i dun kena punished for pon cca... hehe... God! Ah! i wanna have faith of a child listening to everything his Dad says letting his dad lead him. Cos lord we are weak without you! hahah... let your spiritual blessings fall from heaven. ~ your all that i believe. the one that created me~

2006-03-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

days have passed... so far only Joaquim has converted wonder wads wrong eh... spiritual dryness... haiz... theres basketball training tmr... dun feel like going to school tommorrow... wonder if i will lose my captain post. haiz. argh! Our group cannot dun grow! maybe i tmr pon school then i go SC. haiz... bad idea... but cannot be stagnant! anyway Lord thank you for Junkai hes the most reponsive sheep hehe. i not sure if hes my sheep yet. but i hope so. he actually offered to treat me to PIZZA HUT and mind you its PIZZA HUT hahah. well feel he is really open to me yupps. that rawks! i shall sleep early tonight try go SC at school tmr ba... haiz i really neep the courage and drive. God please bless the group i really really want... pls change my mindset. yupps. I love you God. I dun care wad people will say. ~ i am running after you ~

2006-03-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

wow hahah there was a super duper duper duper responsive convert we got today! wow he is sec 2 kranji sec. he was like I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A CHRISTIAN. wow...hahah God blessed muahahah. wow wow wow... God will really use u as long as you are willing! oh yeah i passed by eelee's blog and i saw " only 1 life and soon it will past only wads done for christ will last" reminded me of a song it went-

Only one life and soon it will past
only wads done for christ will last
( cant remember this part) >.<
come on brothers
come on sisters

lets take the world wow TAKE THE WORLD >.< the harvest is here go claim your harvest =)

2006-03-15T10:07:00.000+08:00

wow... holidays are boring... been doing physical training everyday bleagh... suddenly felt that i jumped really really low hehe... man theres so many things / events in the holidays. woah anyway i got new bball shoes! woo! hahah God blessed. bad things happened too! i busted my sms bill with 3300 smses! my phone was confiscated bleagh. well i failed my CT really really badly so another punishment well i lost my wallet too! i wanna kill myself. punishment punishment punishment >.<

2006-03-07T17:32:00.000+08:00

wow... another heavy rain... have been really tired lately dunno wads causing it but i have overshot my bus stop a few times due to sleeping on the bus... exhausted lately... well days have went by without any fruits... maybe sin caused a gap with my relationship with God better repent =) sports day is tomorrow maybe i can use that event to make new friends... =P hahah maybe most of you dunno but i am a loner in school. really! i seldom go out with friends or talk to friends i even if i go for a walk i'd be alone hehe... my friends are not very close to me... wonder if its the other way round... nvm at least i have got church! thank God for church lolz.

No MSN until CCK grows.

2006-02-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

why? why? why? how come everyone i ask for God to soften their hearts wont come... why?????????????????????????????? haiz... nothing is happening. even when i pray eagerly for god to speak nothing happens! why? is my faith not enough? is my trust not enough? is my expectentcy not enough? why? how come cck is not growing. how come no one heard of y-hope. how come the girls are growing? how come my friends bu gou peng you always bang seh me? am i not loving and caring enough? ARGH. i am going to fast. fast till my group grows to 5 guys. till then i guess i have decided to fast from msn and sweet drinks none for me . until group grows. i m so tired both physically & spiritually. i need a break. i am just gonna fall flat on the ground and die. God help me thru. alone i am prone to temptations but with u i aint afraid of anything. well i prayed hard and God said msn is the best to fast on. so sorry to ppl hu love talking to me hehe. okay thats about it. nothing much todae. cya

core team meeting

2006-02-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

Its Sunday and well woke up very late today. 11+ around there. Uh to me thats late hehe... Anyway nothing much today. Well except that there was a very meaningful meeting today. well we were supposed to meet at 3.30 but well being the dilly dally lover that i am i left at 3.30 hehe... so wasted money to take mrt for 1 stop. rather than take bus which i got concession. Well went to Keith house for the meeting. started with worship and prayer. wow the presence of God was so thick. the core team was singing n praying in tongues. okay anyway wad impaccted me was the teaching. David used the North teaching bleagh. and his excuse was that he was lazy to change it LOL . the teaching was about not giving excuses to serve God. Even if we got CCA or if we end late. but if God is our 1st priority, we will put in effort and go down for evangelism. that was POINT 1 . POINT 2 Stop putting yourself before God. God must be our 1st priority not our needs Gods will is more impt. Acts 20:24. POINT 3 cosequences of not putting God first. If we put God first God will always bless you even more. If we dont we will never be satisfied. Well... i thought alot about WEST today. why cant we break 70 its not a curse but because the people have lost passion. Everyone, please pray for renewal of passion every morning renewal of conviction also. conviction that the land of WEST is ours and we will win it. WEST WILL grow! WEST will be a testimony to the other groups. hehe. anyway gotta go do QT now. cya.

2006-02-19T00:34:00.000+08:00

WIRED to be +uniquely me. WOW another touching service.
Today well as usual Joel wakes up late. supposed to wake up at 8.30 woke up at 11.30 nice rite. 3 hours extra sleep. >.< anyway i was late for service styled muh hair brush teeth yada yada ... then when downstiars wait for cab. well there was no cab. so took bus to yew tee. taxi queue VERY long. waited while till there were only 2 people left in front of me. then cabs stopped comin. it was already 12. I prayed hard then like...immediately two cabs came. followed by another. THANK GOD. Another blessing. well i reached exactly at 12.30 went upstairs to see the door open hehe. well service started with hip hop. then break dance. then ballet. then hip hop + break dance ending with break dance hip hop and ballet all in one. i didnt know eugene could break dance lolz. and he was good lolz. then today praised ROCKED woo!!! jump until my shirt was kinda wet lolz. then was sermon. i loved todays sermon. Who Am I?? i felt yeah... it will make non believers think.yeah... who am i? well wad impaccted me was the part about god knowing everything we were gonna think everything we were gonna say even before we said or thot it. WOW. then still also the part about him knowing us before we were born. he making every part of us bit by bit. wow... god put zillions of stars in the sky. and there are billions of people in the world and he knew exactly wad we were thinking. God rawks. then was a powerful worship. the presence of God was so so thick. todae i cried again... it was so touching. gods love. i cried like crazy.. hehe. so sad the guys group no contacts todae hehe. nvm strive for next week! WEST has grown CCK group has grown yeah! we muliplied! there are 5 of us now. from 2 ~ 5. then after service today was DMM . suddenly thought of many things during DMM making me feel quite down. but there is one person that always cheers me up hehe. then had shepherding. then went to douby ghout to play XBOX lolz. then went KCF for dinner we were making fun of this china guy that was staring at keith eating like a "dog" hahah. then slack awhile jiu go home le. this time my jie joined us in the MRT trip lolz. she was amusied by our stupidity =X well.. nothing much todae =) cya!

2006-02-08T22:53:00.001+08:00

hahah.u are reading the basketball captains blog mind you :). hahah nah joking. school today was just another same day.morning was music had my music test today. well theres this funny thing about the software is that ppl who play properly get low scores. ppl hu play like anyohow they get very high. well of cos i played properly >.< hahah i got only 84 so sad eh. then theres this guy that failed palying properly. so he retook the test played anyohow he got 99 =.=" wad the hell happened???? that was like so gay. 99!!! bleagh oh well... then after school there was mass reading which i jus nodded off and thank god i didnt get caught lolz. then there was CCA woo~!~ hehe. but as the captain i had to do extra tiring drills. i had to cie ban 50 times. 1 miss restart ball touch floor restart!!!!! i scored over hundred times before i did it conseqetively. sianz. anyway we did shuttle run , 3km , etc. oh yah there is this pumping part ( leg ) then cos i was damn tired from the extra training i stopped i just couldn't catch up. then i got scolded but i was the only one doing it to the fullest. thats why my energy was drained totally. bleagh. he scolded me cos i was captain and i should have been the best. bleagh. well but guess i really shouldn't have given up. then after that. went around cck with a friend. lolz very fun time :)

2006-02-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

2006-02-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

Everyday. theres a blessing from God. Even small small things like spending quality time with your family its a blessing. Even if a bus comes in time for you. Its a blessing. So never say that God did not bless ya'll. Anyway. I feel that i got wad i wanted. I am team captain of basketball. Even though its not permenant well. i am still over the moon hehe. Today was the last day with my 1st shepherd. Yongle ( Yongirl ) hehe. We went for haircuts. Went all the way to somerset to get his crumbler or crumpler bag. It was far but i just wanted to spend time with my shep. Did a little accounting. He bought the bag at $180. hehe how EX is that. then went over to keiths house. we were there for 3 hours or around there. playing crapping jamming singing wadever. we had MAC too! Then we cooked fries but we were pratically PLAYING. we were throwing fries into the pan which made the oil splatter. hehe. and i found out that keith has the same washing machine as me! wad a coincidence. then we went li siao ppl on maple. lolz. we deframed him 3 times hehe. Then nth much happened. Anyway. Yongle i am gonna miss you so so much. we may only have 4 or 5 shepherdings but still we got really close he was sad too. But guess God has a plan.

Determination

2006-02-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

I have been sleeping so little this few days thanks to the Jack Russell. That irritan. no offence to those dog lovers out dere. Basketball. Well was always my fave sport since P5. i trained hard to get into the school team. took me 1 year. when i got in. it was tournament time. we lost to Pioneer. very sad loss. 20 - 21. thanks to that we didnt get into nationals... oh well... anyway its secondary school now. i have been getting lousier ever since. now... i am pushing myself. i am gonna push myself like crazy. Wednesday i got xtra training. i was the only sec 1 that continued training with the sec 2s. Now my arms are aching like crazy. my legs too. but oh well. guess thats the outcome. i wanna go for PM tmr but theres CCA tmr. how? how? how? guess i hafta ask my best friend =D which all Y-hope ppl know so well. ;)

2006-01-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

Another day in CCKSS. I think today was a bad hair day bleagh. my hair looked stupid and i didnt realized till i left school. so i guess everyone saw my funny hair hahah. played basketball with seniors. well i am getting lousier and lousier but they still think i am good?? i think kian kiat & jarrold are better than me now... i could beat them 2 on 1 last time (starting of the year ) >. JOEL DAVID FOR SALE!! $10 CHEAP CHEAP!! PRICELESS!! hahah... yupps thats about it. cya. see u all at CNY tmr.

2006-01-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

Erm if you have read it already maybe can read again cos i edited ABIT.okay. todae i am gonna post about my saturday. i shall just skip to the service. cos other things are irrelevent. well saturday was a day that many ppl were not here. west hardly covered the green seats. well today was a day that our aim was to experience God. the 1st service praise & worship was great! too bad for the 2nd service =X Okay during communion i prayed to witness God and suddenly this picture of God on the cross popped up in my mind. immediately i remembered the part of him being crucified. what really impacted me was the part when i saw him suffering. a sword (leon says its a spear i am not sure) was put thru him , he was made to wear a crown with thorns , nailed to the cross and humiliation. i never felt dying on the cross was a Big thing unitl today. when i witnessed it with my own eyes. and instead of God cursing us he spoke up for us and said it wasnt our fault. i was greatly touched. i was nearly tearing. when i went home that night i read the christmas bulletin the story about "the bridge" this time i was really really grateful for God. We are not worth.. the death of a perfect God but still he died to save our live. what a good god we serve. If anyone wants to read the story of "the bridge" just tell me i'd be glad to send it to you. Anyway todae- monday i was so touched by God's love i wanted to share it. i preached to the person next to me. but his reply was sorry i dont wanna go to your church unless i am interested in being a christian .That was only 1 thing. then i told him my God is real cos he has blessed me with good results. then he said i dun believe u wait until O levels you get at least 8 points then i believe in your God.Dunno what that had to do with God but anyway thats wad he said. i couldn't change his mind. i felt rejected but i shant give up.i wanted to give up on him but i remembered ppl matter to God. God give me the wisdom to know wad to say. Anyway this is my story on how i experinced God's love thru his death. hope it helps the people that read it yeah. i love God. So glad to even serve him. Jesus - Worthy of all praise

2006-01-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hiya. Sorry i dun post everyday cos i post when i feel that the day is interesting. well today... nothing special in the class... okay talk about after school. Man! today there was like 5 sec 2 girls that wanted me to be their god brother. i was like. I dun even know your name! hahah. guess theres a disadvantage to be shuai =X hahah! joking. Oh =/ another disadvantage. You will get pulled by everyone to join their CCA. Okay todae there was PM ( prayer meet ). Bleagh think today is not that interesting after all eh? Nvm just find the girls in my school really amusing. oh yeah there was this guy who came up to me. Hi u wanna be friends? I was like Who wanna befriend with you =X but then i got motive =D i shall bring him to church muahahah. uh. getting high bleah. Oh yeah after PM we had dinner at jurong point and after that they were like having a "Ji Ko Ba" competition =.=" and yongle was the so called champion hahah. amusing. Thank God for the West.

2006-01-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

harloe. today was supposed to go do surveys with qiying ( jolene ) then at last minute she fell sick oh well we were both going to be late anyway so no chance. anyway as usual i went to school with jerel from PJC. shall skip to school. thank God i was not late. if not i would have gotten detention. i was like safe for a few miutes. Thank God. well okay after school was supposed to go for bball with the central and evax with the west. it was choice i had to make. wether to go have fun or bring ppl to God. i decided that evaxing would be a better choice. Okay didnt think today was a fruitful day cos the ppl were kinda unresponsive. but anyway had fun with my 2 beloved brothers ( in christ ) keith n vincent. thank God for people like them. Well we were in Lot 1 and again saw more CCKs girls which know my name hahah. well i wanted to go bball after that but well it was raining heavily so just went home and slept like a pig. well david woke me up but well at least i got affirmed hahah! twice ;D . hahah must be humble. okay good night ppl see you all at METAMORPHASIS tmr.

2006-01-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

Yeah i know i havent been blogging for a long time yeah. So i shall blog about my week of orientation k? So anyway its a new school and everything so there was this very funny moment on the first day was that i couldn't find the toilet =/ hahah ran around the school. Anyway every class has a PSL - peer support leaders. Well the gal PSLs were really nice la. Emily Erica and Heather. Okay shant say too much about the first day nothing new. The second and third day was really amusing cos we went for a CCA tour. And i was pulled by the ppl a few times at different stations. St John's Ambulance and Drama. cant remember the others. Anyway the drama part was embarrassing. They pulled me to the stage and got me to do a pose =/ well eventually i did the 007 only thing that came to my mind. And know wad they kept asking me to join drama. bleagh. As for the St John ambulance a girl pulled my arm to their station la! So so malu =.=" when i finally got away a different st john girl came and pull me. ugh. thank God the PSLs got me away hahah. Okay then theres this thing that happens everyday. Either a sec 3 or 2 prefect will like walk pass me and they heard my friends calling me - joel. Then they turned around and asked me " Are you Joel David??" i was like uhh... do i know you. it happened so many times la like i was so so popular =X whatever. well anyway every sec 1 CCKsian will hafta perform for the school. Well we did a skit and a song. Well actually it was a dance but we guys could not dance hahah and screwed up =/ it was on such short notice la we were like all not ready when we had to perform today and the singing group ( the 1 i am in) was so soft the school could not hear haha so we ended up getting low marks hehe. Well this was the last day we were going to see our PSLs so they sang us a few songs. 1 english 1 chinese 1 malay. hafta say their really nice =D Okay after school today i went for prayer meet well it started at 4 and school ended at 4.30 i reached there around 5 hahah and my shepherd and CL had already left. Anyway i stayed there awhile then we had to leave already hahah. When we left it started to rain and Keith as usual started getting high cos we played "steampack" and well we had a great great time in the rain hahah. shant say too much cya all =D

2005-12-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

Well basically today was a extremely fun day cos today was my first official caregroup with WA3. Our CG was held at Keith's house and as usual a few ppl were late. And our joker Shathya was 'missing'. Cg was supposed to be at 2pm but in the end we started at 2:30. We played a game which i think everyone had heard off - happy family. Though it was a game for younger kids or thats wad i thought, we were so so amused by the funny surnames esp FILLET. Oh! And our gaberiel thought of this creative game. we had to draw a christmas tree, candy cane, snowman and snowflakes. It was so so fun cos we all ended up drawing things which didnt look like it was supposed to be. A christmas tree was a triangle hahah. After that, well we had a spiritual time of worship with the song 'I Still' i could see that everyone was so so sincere? sorry dunno wad word to use hehe. Okay shall skip to after CG. We went upstairs to Keith's room. It was super super noisy!! Yongle was playing the drums and Keith was playing his guitar anyway everyone was feeling high :) Think i am talking too much. Well today is the day that i made my blog so its like a new thing for me hahah and this is my FIRST post. shant talk too much bye.